There's a strange gnawing in my stomach. It would be convenient to dismiss it as just another physical abnomaly. For when it comes to matters of the mind, things take an unforgiveable twist for the unexpected. Rather it's probably what you know, what you expect that scares you. Therefore the casual dismissal.
The heart has a mind of it's own. We all know that. So when you are told to f*** logic and follow your heart, it just doesn't help! Oh god! I'm just puking out some sentimental bile. I can't even bear to go back and read what i've written. Makes me all quesy again.
On a saner, more comfortable note. I love my work! The satisfaction you get at the end of the day, when you see your story on air. It's the most fulfilling moment of your life. A month as a reporter and I know so much more about the inner workings of life. Not quite 'worldy wise' but I'm getting there. Give me a coupla years.
What makes NDTV such a wonderful workplace is the fact that you can relax and literally let your hair down if you want to. Sit on the table and chat with your seniors without worrying about getting your ears boxed. No hang-ups, no lacing your sentences with slavish gibberish. Relax and work your butt off. The kudos will follow.
My life is great! So very 'Sex and the city' types...so Ally Mcbealish...so amazingly messy it's a wonder i manage to pack 24 hrs with so much shit.
